raining to my feelings...

last tuesday was the last cf meeting for this semester, and that was the last cf meeting for my cg member, mark. all the best ya. God bless!

when i look at this picture, it reminds me of my friend too, ewan. havent seen him since then. i wonder hows he doing.

i was a little sad that cf is over and finals is here. this could only mean one thing, im getting older. to top up with my feelings, it started raining heavily after cf. i ran to the van n before i could enter the van, i was soaked. how nice it is to be out in the rain again.

after getting everyone into the van, i decided to take the second trip back since the van was full. so i climbed out of the van. someone was standing outside the van with an umbrella. i was surprised that he just walked away. and i was standing in the rain all over again. haiz. things like this keep happening to me. gotta get use to it. i know im not some hot chick like others where ppl do all the stuff for them.

i love rainny days, especially those that comes with thunder and are so heavy that i couldn't even hear myself. i'll climb into my blanket, hug my teddy bear and read a story book, with my fan on full blast. the next best thing that could happen to me is blackout! WOW!

i love my new house. its extremely cosy especially when it rains. and i get to sit beside the glass door and stare out into the garden while it rains. i feel complete.

遥望着你背影 有孤单太苍白 我多么想陪着你 走过人山人海
当天空变灰白 你的忧伤澎湃 我多么想走进你 紧锁的心海
我一直都在你身后等待 等你有一天回过头看我
我的笑送给你希望你快乐 你的难过都给我 关于你的一切我都 好好收藏着
等你有一天能感觉到我 就算我在你世界 渺小像一颗尘埃
我也会给你我所有的光和热
我鼓起勇气呐喊 你要听得见 我不许你再孤单 要你拥抱我给的温暖

S.W.E.E.T...

its finals... again! in another 2 weeks time, my gamma first semester will officially be over. time to move on to the next level. YEAH! im getting nearer to graduation day!

last Friday night, i went out with my friends. before going back home, we went for supper. on the way there, an interesting topic pop up. my friends (guys) taught me how to get a guy...

they said its very easy. for once, i should be brave and ask the guy to go out with me, not even giving him a chance to object. haha. how i wished i had the courage to do that. however, if i ever do that, i think he will never ever come near to me ever again. and to make matters worse, i think ill start stalking him, and ill start bugging my friends about him. haha. S.W.E.E.T.

anyway, love these dresses and the hair... wow.. their HAIR!!! i guess thats the fun part of being a gurl. u get to dress up. yea man..

classy...

pretty...

and this is my favourite.
silky...

after looking at all these gowns, i finally added another item to my must-do-before-i-die list. im gonna wear one of these one day! FOR FUN!

Apply God's Principal in Life and Ministry...

Phillipians 4:1-13

6 principals of life:

(1) Be people orientated and not activity orientated (vs1).

(2) Agree in the Lord (vs 2), Learn to disagree in an agreeable manner.

(3) Be yoke fellows, carrying each other's burden and not fellow workers (vs 3).

(4) Have the right spirit:
(a) The rejoicing spirit (vs 4)
(b) The praying spirit (vs 6)
(c) The thankful spirit (vs 6)

(5) Have the right attitude (vs 8)
We are all living under the grace of God, so let's learn together

(6) Learn to be contented (vs 10), There is hope, faith and confidence


Rich are those who has little but are contented;
Poor are those who has much but not contented.


I can't obey the commandments of God with my own strength, i need Him to help me. (vs 13)


The JOY of the Lord is my strength.

my housemate made my day!!!~

i was a little grumpy today... so i prayed that God controlled my grumpiness.. however, God gave me something even more better!!! He gave me a pretty cool house mate!! this was wat happen...

i was busy doing my assignment while attending to my grumpiness and anger... when... all of a sudden, one of my pretty housemate ran into my room with this worry face...

She:" Mama, how? i spoil the toilet flush..." (she calls me mama.. cause i always cook for her)
Me:" huh..? really? have to call management to come change tomorrow lo.."
another housemate:" oo.. the management will charge you oo..."
another housemate:" never mind one la... call them then can d... "
she:" huh..? really a??"
me:" dont worry la.. they just charge you for merosakkan kemudahan awam onli... RM50 one onli mah.. very cheap one la.."
she:"huh..? RM50..? e.. how la..?"
me:" how you spoil it la..?" (so i went to see.. n i was stunt..)

she:" i turn 360 degree when i flush..."
me:" ............"

you made my day... =P

ARE YOU SURE...??? =_=""

I was a little bored the other day, so i decided to take a few test to have some fun!~hahaha... some of it is true. but most of it.. its either i was not honest enough... or the test results is just plain wrong in the first place.. you pick.. hahaha!!!

What Color Heart Do You Have?

Your Heart Is Green Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out.
When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life.

Your flirting style: Laid back

Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking

Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm

What you bring to relationships: Balance

How Much of a Drama Queen Are You?

You are a Balanced Babe! You're direct and to the point, but never dramatic
You've got the confidence to speak your mind to anyone
But you leave the theatrics to Hollywood
Level headed and emotionally stable, no wonder everyone loves you

Do You Need a Man?

You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One! You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single.
You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone.
However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating.
Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around.

Are You an Independent Woman?

You Are 70% Independent You've cultivated your own indepedent interests and personal style.
But you're open minded enough to also embrace anything trendy that strikes you.

What Does Your Lucky Love Color Tell Men?

Your Lucky Love Color is Black When someone gets to know you, they still make feel a bit intimidated by you.
You are alluring and sexy, but you have a dark, dangerous side that you don't hide.
And just like your color suggests, you are sophisticated and wise - especially when it comes to men.
Your heart is hard to win over. You don't fall in love easily... or often.

Are You An Insecure Girl?

You Are Mostly Secure In general, you feel confident and together.
But the wrong thing can happen, and all of a sudden, you're not feeling so secure.
Luckily, your insecurities don't last long... at least, not usually.
So the next time you're feeling insecure, try to snap out of it - and remember the confident woman you are!


The Simpsons Personality Test

You Are Marge Simpson

You're a devoted family member who loves unconditionally. Sometimes, though, you dream about living a wild secret life! You will be remembered for: your good cooking and evading the police Your life philosophy: "You should listen to your heart, and not the voices in your head."

How Phobic Are You?

You Are 48% Phobic You have a few more phobias than the average person. And you're sometimes developing new ones.
Try to chill out and conquer some of your phobias. Facing your fears is the only way to get rid of them.

post - thanks for everything...

thanks for everything

thanks for not leaving me alone... in the dark dark corner of...
with a small cloud of rain on my head...

My Independence Celebration!

its Malaysia's 50th Independence Day. and for once, im doing something different rather than just sitting in front of the television looking at what is happening in KL. this time.. i went for a trip to get to know my country better *yea rith.. haha*

ok, i went to Perak. honestly, i thought that its gonna be another long boring day.. but, it turns out that it was quiet fun... haha..we went to a few places...

Sungkai Hot Spring

the hot chicks in my church...

our tour guide who is 2 years older than me. he did not do his homework, so we punish him by forcing him to sing a song in the bas. homework=research on the places that we are going.

there are different pools with different temperature. the highest one is about 60 degree celcius! COOL WEI!

they cook eegs there too.. it is said to be very healthy.. dint try..

Lung Seng Sea Food Restaurant

they are famous for their tiger prawn dish...

Kellie's Castle

around the year 1901, Kellie built this 2nd phase mansion for his wife and son. he had a very big rubber plantation at the back of his mansion. however, his wife and son preferred to stay in England. Many bad things happen while the construction was going on. many workers feel very very ill, and one day, Kellie returned to England and died mysteriously. the mansion was never completed. this mansion has a lot of rooms and all the rooms are connected by small one -person-size passages. that is why they say that if the mansion were ever finished, people staying in the mansion will always feel insecure because of these small passages leading to their rooms.

these are the remains of the first phase house that he built. it is just behind the second phase mansion. the Kellie's family did stay in this house.

they even have a lift in the mansion


Gua Tempurung

the entrance to the cave

somewhere deep in the cave, on the walls are these drawings.
they are believed to be communist drawings.

this is the communist meeting spot, just opposite the drawings on the wall.

this is a mysterious stalagmite / stalactite that we saw in the middle of our journey. we just went for the first phase of the journey. there are a total of four phases. each phase takes an hour. the mysterious thing about this creation is that it is hanging in the mid air. it is attached to the side of the cave only. and it is seriously HUGE! its scary as we look at it. the upper picture shows the lower part of it. its hanging in mid air. the bottom picture shows the top part, its also not attached to the ceiling of the cave..

a beautiful view at the end of the first phase! beautiful!

To God be the Glory!!!