i want the answers

i have some questions..
it's something that i wanted to ask you for a long long time...
you say that you will know when the time comes...
you say that you will know when the door is open..
you say that you will know when everything falls into place...

*into a magical world...*

but i wanna know..
how do you know when is the time..?
when you're not even sensitive to it?
how do you know that the door is meant to be open..?
when you don't even want it to be open in the first place...
He do not force people to do things...
that im sure you know...
then how could you say that He will open it for you?
i'm not doubting His power...
i'm not saying that He cant do what he wants to do...

i'm just want to know...? how can you say that..?
when in the first place, you don't even care...?

*drowning...*

now, that's ONE LONG POST! WOHOO!

been away for quiet a long time. haha. well, this is the total update of what happen to me during the end of my 2nd trimester, gamma year in MMU, Malacca...

13-12-2007
Last CG - visited eye of Malacca

love ya guys... my beloved CG members...

the view was beautiful...

only 4 of us sat the ferris wheel... the others just stood down there and waited for us.. haha...
when we went for the first 2 rounds, we were so excited, we quickly took many many photos!

we snapped whatever we can get...

when it went for the 4th round, we started to get a little bored...

this was basically what we feel like when it went for the 5th round...
we paid RM5 for the whole ride, and it went 5 rounds.. so.. RM1 for a round. hhm.. not bad..

for Jonas, all the best ya! May God continue to bless you mightily in the future...


9-12-2007
aCt practises in main hall

hey guys, look, its Randy, Paula and Simon! WOHOO!!! and i have their photo!

caught someone sleeping... i wonder who's that... i think its Elisha...

directors in action...


12-12-2007
aCt preparation

everyone's busy... haha.. im busy too.. busy taking photos..

hard work paid... 900++ pieces

the guys working on our special home-made door. anyway, its gila chun!

we came, we did, we marked our spot. HAHAHA


14-12-2007
Christmas shopping

dance Debbie, DANCE!!!

just the right weather for my mood..


19-12-2007
aCt musical

dancer elvi, singer hui lee and esther lee and me, esther siow..

beloved CF president, Mr. Louis Chou

the CF Hot gurl, Ng Jou Chean

WOW check out his hair... i dint know VCD seller have such vava-voom hair...
anyway, this is Albert

Mr Security Guard, Mr Mike Thien

Mr Jon Yeap... the cool, bad guy...

oo.. this is Benjamin.. love ya hair styling skills man!

Jie Jie Rachel, have a great Christmas wit him ya!

KJS's bimbo..!! WOHOO! rock on man! hope u happy happy o...

JOACHIM!!!!!!! I MISS YA!!! *andrew, what are you doing..?*

GARY!!!! hahaha.. so glad you can come!!! WOHOO!
everyone, this is the cyber nice guy!!!!

JEREMY!!!!!!!!! I MISS YA TOO!!!!! haiz..
i know you miss someone.. i miss someone too...

Kevin Tan, the quiet guy who can dance...

the 'innocent', funny, noti guy...

the hot waitress.. you make the bar ppl groove gurl..

Kay, Sulli, Owonka, Heidi... all the nice ppl of aCt

Uncle Liu that match make ME with some nonsense fellow.. gee thanks, andrew.. hahah
anyway, my fren say your hot.. yeah, you have fans!!!!

AIAI! WO AI SHI NI LE! * i love you with all my heart and soul and mind and strenght*

THE band
man.. im gonna miss the times.. haiz..

aCt production

The time has come for His name to be glorify!

anyway, time for finals.. after finals.. im gonna have fun until i faint..
til then, my beloved friends, chaoz..
hugs...

goodbye, my baby...

15 December 2007, Saturday
7.45pm

goodbye, my darling baby...
though SOME PEOPLE think this is stupid, but i really love my pet fish...
it has been with us for six years...
looking at it grow, day by day...
playing with it when im down...
love ya!
miss ya!
*sob sob*

what a day...

First of all, just wanna wish darling Wei Nie happy birthday! WOHOO!!! cheers and stay pretty.. and hope that you will get a BF soon k... love ya! and thanks for so many things!

Today, we had practice in YAC

i dont know what Jeremy was up to... but he looks super hyper with the stick!

Daddy and her 8 year old daughter... Ling lee is so cute...

after prac, i went to MP to find a dress. i had spent 3 days searching for a dress and i was determined to get one today..! after shopping, we ended up in Starbucks.. my first time to Starbucks... and i saw one of my friend together with his friend's ex GF! WOW! life...

S-T-A-R bucks coffee... is kinda nice... but very very bitter...

love ya gurls... we were all high-on-coffee...

i dint know what happen... but something was kinda out of place... jon and jc decided to be 'couples' for a few hours, and went shopping together...

however, after the shopping is done, they fought.. haiz...

however, the fries at MacD cheered everyone up.. thats Jon using two straws as a chopstick!

jon ended up carrying all out shopping bags.. aaww.. thanks Jon!

and i was late for practice.. hahaha.. noti me...