Torn between two worlds

It was a rainy day when i last saw your face
And without realizing it, flashes of my life came back to me
I knew then that the time is up

but you have no idea...
for the friendships that i have to give up because of promises that i have made
for the people that i have to stay away because of the words that i have given to others
for the friends that i have to let go because i was told that it was best for everyone
for the dreams i have to give up just so i can continue to be here
for the things that i have to sweep aside before things get better again

is this just another lesson to be learned?
is this just another obstacle to take?
can i continue and not lose faith?
will I still believe?

so dont you dare judge me

thank you God

im thankful for my friends...

friends who carried me through hard times
friends who cared for me all the time

friends who teman me when im bored
friends who tahan me during nonsense times

friends who help me grow in the Lord
friends who taught me to love and care

friends who allow me to enter their life
friends who made me smile when im down

Thank you! =)

Sayang...

a glimpse of emotion

time has passed, and now its really time for me to tell myself its time to close that chapter of life and move on...

i can, cant i?

whats happening...
perhaps im tired...
tired of thinking...

goodnite world...

His L-O-V-E

我们爱让世界不一样

你和我是天父愛的創造,每個人有最美的夢想,
You and I were made to love each other. Every dream will complete His plan.

一路上彼此照亮,扶持擁抱,我們的愛讓世界不一樣,
We will carry each other, when hopes are gone, so we can make a diffrence in this world.

我們愛因神 先愛我們,雖你我不一樣,
We will love, becoz He loved us first. God made us not the same,

我們一路唱,走往祝福的方向,
but we're together to sing a song of love.

我們愛因神先愛我們,心再堅強也不要獨自飛翔,
We will love, becoz He love us first. No matter what, we'll choose to stay together.

只要微笑,只要原諒,
so we will smile, and we'll forgive.

有你愛的地方就是天堂
for Your love will bring us heaven on earth.

让爱走动

走過傷心，走過淚水，讓每一顆心再次飛起來。
Though there's sorrow, and many tears, let Hope and Courage be restored again.

用你的心，伸出你手，讓每個靈魂再次活過來。
Lift your hands up, let faith arise, let every spirit, be revived again

讓愛走動，讓你的愛化成希望的種 子，
Love overflows, and that love is the seed of hope in our heart,

隨風揚起，編織美麗的夢。
The spirit flows, giving life to your dreams

讓愛走動，讓你的愛化成溫暖的擁抱，
Love overflows, let your love be a tender and warm embrace

綻放陽光，編織神所造的夢。
His love will show like the sunshine up your face.

My Zordiac Says...

That I Am:

Spontaneous.. (hmmm....)

High appeal. (Am I??)

Rare to find. (Really.............. o.O)

Great when found.. (REALLY......... o.O )

Loves being in long relationships. (erm.. its A relationship, not relationship-S)

So much love to give. (drowning in my own pool of it )

A loner most of the time. (DOUBLE CHECKED)

Loses patience easily and will not take crap. ( =_= the lose patient easily is so me.... )

If in a bad mood stay FAR away. (hmm.... sadly... checked)

Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever.. (hmmmm... checked again.. die)

Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. (serious....??)

Has many fears but will not show it. (hmmmmmmmmm....)

VERY private person. (HAHAHAHHAA.. yea rith...)

Defends loved ones with all their abilities. (do i??)

Can be childish often. (triple checked)

Not one to mess with. (u got it dude...)

Very pretty. (=_=)

Very romantic. (does loving romance and being romantic the same??)

Nice to everyone they meet. (still learning...)

Their Love is one of a kind. (hahahaha... seriously.... o.O)

Silly, fun and sweet. (okkkkk.... *with a long low k*)

Have own unique appeal. (ok *with 'enthusim'*)

Most caring person you will ever meet! (not to that level yet i guess...)

Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying. (oh really? am i so bad?? i dont bully ppl.. ppl bully me.. o.O )

a rawr-ing celebration

It all started after dinner, when everyone was fully re-energized with plentiful delicious food, James's mom came out of the kitchen with two awesome-ly baked cake...

and James started laughing, thinking : foooddddd....

It was 2 cakes to celebrate elysia-elvina's twin-ny birthday and elisha-yi kheng couple birthday

what is CNY without some loud noise, light and smoke??
so after the awesome cake, some of them carried a box of PAO PAO to the field to play...
and all we heard was *POOM* "hahahahha" *POOM* "hahhahaha"
=_=""

meanwhile some continue to stay by the food table to sapu the prawns while some sat around waiting for the peeled prawn...

and some girls decided to use this spare time to make someone uncomfortable

just then, a police car came by and Uncle Chong became a hero and went to SAVE THE DAY!

while all the drama was going on, birthday boy just sat around chilling while waiting for his ba-by to feed him with peeled prawns

Gan:" eh, drink Kikappo can become strong a?"
KW:" ya ya.. cannnn......."
Gan:" oh..." taking a can of kikappo
and the next thing we know...

KW:" wah.. u really really very strong..." *shy face*

Tuggy on the other hand, was dying to have some chicken meat..

While everything was happening, Zhi Jian decided to take Sha's bike home, knowing that Sha's rawr-ing gf has planned a 'revengeful' bthday bash for him which involves Sha walking her home.
Sha:" ei... i wanna go home take my bike la..."
GF:" ei.. fetch me la.. i wanna sit.. fetch me..."
Sha:" i go home take bike first den fetch you..."
GF:" you dont run away... i know u wanna run away..."
Sha:" i wont one.. ill give you RM100 if i run away..."
GF:" ..."

so, Sha ended up fetching dearie Joshua... all the way home.. sitting on the same bike...

by then, the fire cracker-ers are done pao pao-ing, ps Joanne was given the honor to light the last one...

and.... HAPPY CNY!!!

Uncle Chong:" birthday girl, nah.. this is ur birthday present... inside can put pencil, ruler, siccors.........." it was the empty fire cracker container =_=

when the clock strike 12 midnight, the group moved to emo-boys' house
for Sha's minyak angin-colgate-mascara birthday bash
* with the condition of no rotten eggs and flour on the hair and no weggie*

and the rawr-ing night ended well with someone *not the birthday boy somehow...* given the honor of enjoying the limited love gift of a bunch of guy to one guy...

blessed birthday darling didi and his hyper gf
May the Lord guide you and bless you

and blessed birthday my beautiful darling, Elysia Tiun
May the Lord make His face shine upon you and bless you

and not forgetting, blessed birthday my pretty darling, Elvina Tiun
May the Lord turn His face towards you and grant you peace

what a celebration...

My dears

Guess who teman me drive home for yet another festive-love season 'celebration'?

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My Little Angel Bing Bong
My Dear Baby Ang Ang &
My Cutie Pie PeeKaBoo...

i love you
hugssss

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so boring........ can't stand this anymore......
This is unacceptably boring.....

wake up, go class, come back, click click, go out, dinner, go meeting, come back, sleep

=_=

so lemah to do anything...
another year... another cny... another valentine... another stay-at-home-holiday... another shut-up-and-just-keep-quiet-holiday... and b4 i start to enjoy, its over...

been watching the same simpsons for the 8th time.. o.O i can practically memorize their lines...

hhhmmmmmmm....
stop complaining, esther, stop complaining...

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there goes 1 minute of my life...
hhmmmmm.........

weeeeee....

Holiday was marvelous.. i invested and now.. im RICH!!!! in the virtual world..! i got

A garden in the GARDEN WORLD

A farm in TIKI FARM

Another farm in FARM TOWN

A cafe in CAFE WORLD

Yet another beautiful farm in FARMVILLE

and last but not least...
A beautiful restorant in RESTAURANT CITY

FB is my new best friend. kekeke

united in love and strength

Congratulations my dear...

and may this new chapter of life bring great joy and hapiness to you and your family...

may you both continue to grow stonger each day in hope, peace and love...

and may the blessings of God be showered upon the both of you for the rest of your life...