Torn between two worlds

It was a rainy day when i last saw your face
And without realizing it, flashes of my life came back to me
I knew then that the time is up

but you have no idea...
for the friendships that i have to give up because of promises that i have made
for the people that i have to stay away because of the words that i have given to others
for the friends that i have to let go because i was told that it was best for everyone
for the dreams i have to give up just so i can continue to be here
for the things that i have to sweep aside before things get better again

is this just another lesson to be learned?
is this just another obstacle to take?
can i continue and not lose faith?
will I still believe?

so dont you dare judge me

thank you God

im thankful for my friends...

friends who carried me through hard times
friends who cared for me all the time

friends who teman me when im bored
friends who tahan me during nonsense times

friends who help me grow in the Lord
friends who taught me to love and care

friends who allow me to enter their life
friends who made me smile when im down

Thank you! =)

Sayang...

a glimpse of emotion

time has passed, and now its really time for me to tell myself its time to close that chapter of life and move on...

i can, cant i?

whats happening...
perhaps im tired...
tired of thinking...

goodnite world...