My Chronicle...

i was locked in my apartment today with other 4 girls. it was awesome standing there looking at my housemates kicking the main door and panicking. aawww.... i don't dare to imagine how dreadful my NIGHT life would have been if they weren't there.

moving on, i was challenged to start a diary. i was suppose to write about events in my life. well, it has never worked for me before, but, no harm trying again. here goes...

*Tracking back 20 years...*

Friends. God. Family. Feelings. Car. Teddy bear. HP.

there, i guess that covers basically everything. no need to go into details. haha///
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anyway, i was talking to my friend the other day and he made this statement:

" Guys can be really dumb sometimes, that's why they don't know how to react to you when something happens."

ooooooooooooo......... i wonder how true is that.......

here comes the light

after 18 wonderful hours of being stranded in the bus, SINGAPORE, HERE I COME!
there goes another 5 hours of bus...

It was pretty easy to move around Singapore. all you need is a map and a payment card (i don't know what's it call) to pay for your bus fare and MRT fare. and on the 1st night, we 'cleverly' decided to go to the furthest destination...

our aunt cooked crab for us. we got too indulge in it that we din't realize the time.
the best thing was we took like 1 hour ++ to reach there. by that time, it was 9PM. 9PM!!
anyway, IT WAS HALLOWEEN!!!!!!
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
i have always wanted to celebrate Halloween

the decorations.... SUPERB...wu la la...

now, there were characters rooming and haunting each part of the zoo... and kids running around screaming. and them chasing the kids.. awesome.....
i like the Adam's family girl. it's the adam family!

we took the halloween trem. and one part of the zoo is the torture chamber... where wondering ghost will just come to the trem and sit beside you.. HAHAHA. look!! pontianak! and the chinese lady waved her white fan at me..................................

the nest day, juju brought us around... 4 promised, but 1 came... hahaha THNKS JU!!!
we went to Suntech City. there was this fountain of wealth where you have to touch the water and walk 3 rounds. and while you do that, you're suppose to wish something. and yes, i did that, but i did not wish anything.. wat's the use anyway............

and the fountain is surrounded by 5 buildings, shaped like a hand. the unique thing about this fountain is that it flows in wards, signifying wealth coming into the country. but i dint get to see the fountain... sob sob...

later, we went to the esplanade. guess wat! we get to go inside and see the halls....

and then a cute superman came and brought me up into the sky to take this wonderful night view...

MERLION water front
thats the casino on the top left, and the eye on singapore on the bottom... which malaysia SO copied...

MERLION was very naughty that day and it kept spraying water at us, even when we wanted to take photos. and my brother's friends kicked some small kid's bud when they were running into the river. tsk tsk... thats the muzium and parliment at the bottom.

Singpore night view

look at what they do for blood donation campaign! someone dressing as a blood drop and CATCHING small kids to take photo with it!!!!!

we decided to go sentosa on Sunday *another mistake* - deepavali eve = filled with indians
indians + foreigners + weekend = long que = disaster
we only manage to reach Sentosa at 3pm. the construction area next to the cable car is the other casino WIP. and it's SEROUSLY HALLOWEEN everywhere. WWEEEE......

Dolphin lagoon = packed

Dolphin tricks

Pahlawan beach (Southest are of Sinapore) and Siloso beach

UnderWater World - New found spesies (act not so new la, bout 5 yrs d) - sea angel... its SOOOO TINY

and we saw this cool spesies of jelly fish that can change color. one moment its blue, then orange, then green... then when we take photo, it turned red *gasp*

and and and and and eeeerrrrr..... i saw SAVVY in SINGAPORE!

food wise... Malaysia is better
cheng cheng cheng: Malaysia 1, Singapore 0
maybe i went to the wrong place to eat la... haiz, what to do? food expert busy... hahaha

but, their food court food rockz...

went to dim sum shop also and ate the ACTUAL xiao long bao

check out their MacD kids meal... so the very healthy! anyway, thats apples dip with caramel sauce... CARAMEl........

and guess where i stayed? this is the place..... look at the dining hall

Fullerton Hotel. uh huh...

well, actually, i wished la...
actually, i stayed in another heaven... heaven of toys and gundam. that's my aunt's place.
everytime i go visit my aunt, my cousins get new toys.
now this is their new toy. each boys get their own set and each ball costs Sing7.90
S7.90 x 8 balls per boy x 2 cousin = S126.4

and they have.. these transformer figures, EACH S99.90

and gundam figures in the bedroom cupboard, beside the bed, on the shoe rack, on the TV table surrounding the TV...

yes! this is where i stayed... and u know what? IT ROCKS!!!!!! cause the people there are just pure A-W-E-S-O-M-E. thanks uncle, thanks aunty!

still there

i can't believe that exam is over. it just can't seems to sink into my head that my 1st trimester is finally over and i am 1 more trimester closer to graduation. i am so looking forward to that even though i am sure i will definitely miss the life i have now. all the laughter, the pain, the people i met along the way, the sweet memories that i treasured o so dearly... but, people can't stay young forever. the clock is ticking. so, i just gotta pick myself up, stand up with my head held high, and keep going forward, taking life one step at a time, and hold every dear moment and every second that i have left in my hands.

sometimes life just got you thinking, what really happened that got you into this present situation? why did i have to react in that way? why can't i just be like Him? why is there always something wrong or missing?

i believe that i will make it through. a little faith and lots of work will do the trick i guess. i believe that my friends and my family will support me through all and that one day, you too, will understand why i had to do this and will love me despite of it.

even though it has been 2 months, i still could not believe the attention i had since i had it. wow, people that never speak to me or ask me out suddenly were so friendly to me. what do you want from me? call me paranoid, call me silly. even any tom, dick or harry will know that you had a ulterior motive.

maybe acting silly once in a while will do good. by then, i will have to learn to pick up the pieces and continue my journey despite the conditions and situations present around me. it's a hard core thing to commit myself into. i don't know whether i can achieve it or not, but i hope i do. i'm just lacking the kind of encouragement that i needed. it's not a want, but a need.

i'm just scared that, i'm still there. still stuck. there.

p/s: anyone who read this post, please don't ask me what i'm talking about. i just need my space to express myself and please let me do it without any questions. thank you.